Days until restraining order is lifted: 316
I’m feeling quite depressed and I don’t want to live anymore. I spent the day researching ways to commit suicide. I’m leaning toward carbon monoxide or helium poisoning or vehicular impact. I would prefer ‘suicide by cop’ but I would have to get a gun. My parents are out of town until Sunday, so if I want to try something, now would be the time to do it. I tried to call some friends but they wouldn’t return my calls. Oh well. It doesn’t matter anymore anyway. Will post tomorrow if I make it through the night.
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